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we're taking it back.
i don't care if you resist.
we'll beat you down.
go get your own fucking life.
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The question is always ,
“ To forgive or forget ?”
But noone ever thinks about the person on the other side.
All they can ever do
Is regret.
The ‘spur of the moment’ can go die.
Someone who I really used to love [when I say this , I seriously mean love] came back into my life recently.
Every time this person strikes up a conversation with me, my heart pumps…
…but not in the way that you think it would.
I feel overwhelmed with sadness...and little specks of anger.
The bad memories take over and I find myself lying in bed during the early hours of the morning thinking…
What if..?
If I hadn’t done this … life would be so much better.
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God teaches you to be happy with what you have… but I’m finding it difficult.
I’m not someone who is dependent on material items.
For some people, money/clothes/etc, easily makes them happy.
But I am totally and utterly dependent on my friends. [ and partially dependent on music.]
I can’t even rely on myself sometimes.
I must always, always make everyone not hate me.
Even if I hate their guts , I’ll fake it out until it works.
But when that doesn’t work , I’ll crumble.
This causes a number of problems.
Who am I again ?
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