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i need you now , lord ,
carry me high ,
...
I need to go to church.
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In a terrible mood ):
stomach is being a bit of a bitch
headache
dizzzy
fucking cookies i swear
why must they be so yummy >:
So anyway.
i was really frustrated for no reason this afternoon...
...cause im super cool like that
so i went through all my photos
including luvos HAHAHAHAHAHA
and webcam pictures
and i went through all the trouble of organising all of them into thingythingys like this
LOL @ OBED.
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what happened today...
i had PE first period and since the grass was wet and covered in penises ...
we had to play bloody hockey in the quad
which is GAY
HOCKEY IS GAY.
went to rollcall room to change
then someone goes
' yeah , i'm seeing a psychopath , '
' you mean .. a psychiatrist ? '
lalalalal;
then commerce
which i spent drawing and texting people
then japanese
which i spent just texting people
then lunch...
dhuhlasi came over to go on about some guy shes obsessed with LOL
then IST... where maddie and i played solitaire
i would've been texting people
but theres no reception in that damn room.
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zzz
facebook time.
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oh happy day ,
ohhhh happy daayyy ,
when jesus waashhheed...
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you're always on my mind
i'm so sorry
i love you |
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i can't let you go
no , i can't let you go ,
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www.omgpop.com
Despite the thunder making me shit my pants
and the fact that i've had a headache all day due to the fact that i was cleaning my room and i'm allergic to dust...
...i'm in an excellent mood
and i have been in this state
all day.
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i'm in love ,
there's no other greater feeling
there's no other place that i'd rather be
than with you
can't live in this world without youuu~
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today has gone sooooo slowly.
i got woken up by my alarm at 7 ... stupid alarm.
couldn't sleep afterwards .. so i played final fantasy 12 until 11 HAHAAA..
i'm such a nerd.
but i love final fantasy.
i remember going all the way to blacktown when i was a youngin`
just to watch anthony play FFXIII.
he'd get angry that i didnt bring my memorycard
HAHAHHAA
i dont think he remembers though ==
westies these days.
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for the next 2 weeks .. i have study.
so no classes
well ... classes on some days
but meh
studyyyy.
FUCKING HEADACHEEEEEE
KILL ME T______T
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Baby are you down, down, down, down, down ?
even if the sky is falling down ?
down down down down
you oughta know
tonight is the night to let it go
put on a show
i wanna see how you lose control
...
the original to that song isnt that great.
its better when gabe bondoc does it :P
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- patriciaa ; math , says:
*LMAOO yeahyeah
*HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
*BABY ARE YOU DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN
*EVEN WHEN THE SKY IS FALLING DOWN
*DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN
+whatthe asian / hii im a little girl and my name is graham says:
*yes i am
- patriciaa ; math , says:
*k kool.
*LOLOL
+whatthe asian / hii im a little girl and my name is graham says:
*i would also like to thanks my baby
*the kebab
*and my brother
*et
*and my stupid husband
*phat
- patriciaa ; math , says:
*AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
+whatthe asian / hii im a little girl and my name is graham says:
*you all killed me
- patriciaa ; math , says:
*im gonna do that as a blog
*my acceptance speech
*ROFL
+whatthe asian / hii im a little girl and my name is graham says:
*HAHAHAAHHAHAH
*PENIS
+whatthe asian / hii im a little girl and my name is graham says:
*IM WEARING THE POWERRANGER SHIRT
- patriciaa ; math , says:
*IM WEARING
*NOTHING
*OMGAHD D:
+whatthe asian / hii im a little girl and my name is graham says:
*EW
*PUT SOME CLOTHES ON
*OMG
*FAR OUT
*ITS PEOPLE LIKEK YOU
*WHO
*MAKE THE WORLD GAY
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I'd like to thank everyone whos helped me get this award. I could have never gotten here without you all.
Firstly , i'd like to thank my manager , Jack. You always make me smile ,
I'd also like to give thanks to my son, Gavin and my other son/daughter, kebab.
I love you both with all my heart.
Finally, I'd like to thank my whores, Eren & Ryann
you two provided me sexual favors whenever i needed
i couldn't have done it without you guys.
And of course
Trey Songz and The Dream
for supplying me with orgasm music
♥
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You’re the only one who makes my heart wanna beat
And I
I could never live without you
You’re the only love that I know to be true
You’re mine.
…
I could live on chicken tocino.
I burnt my fingers cause I got so excited that mama made it… LOL
It was just there on the table.. And I attacked it D:
Godly stuff. ♥
…
So anyway … today was possibly the most difficult days of my life.
Not cause of gay assessments
But more like
…
The body was having a war with the mind
And then the heart , who was stuck in the middle
Exploded
And now the mind and the body are both extremely upset
And regret being stupid
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid.
...
I can't type without it hurting T__T
goddamn tocino.
why must you be so delicious...
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so anyway now i cant study zzz
blaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
*rolls around in bed like spastic
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and i just can't pull myself away
from your rough spell i cant break
i just cant stop
i can feel him on my skin
i can taste him on my tongue
he's the sweetest taste of sin
the more i get
the more i want
come closer...
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I think it's funny how people try to stop busses by running in front of them.
...
So anyway i'm supposed to be doing my history assignment...
but mama gave me sparkly bubbly yummy stuff
and now i totally can't think LALAALALLLLLL.
so i shall blog
excuse my poor choice of words
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term 4 started yesterday
2 months till a full 2 years committed to studying
1 month till school certificate
1 week till i can have my boo
1 day till my fucking history assignment is due
exhausted ALREADY.
i shall make energy drinks my BEST FRIENDDddDDDDd.
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everyday it rains
when she aint leanin right
i can feel the coolness in the air
i know my chances aint fair
my heart starts drownin`...
...everyday it rains.
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So, all this work and lack of sleep [ and lack of baby ] has left me in a not-so-pleasant mood. People are starting to piss me off more than usual. My tired eyes cant read the words on my assignment but they can see the mini flecks of annoying on other people.
Stupid eyes.
and sparkly bubbly stuff.
My tolerance for people has fallen...especially [ and unfortunately ] for those who can't... communicate.. well.. in.. English...
I'M SUCH A RACIST FAGGOT :L
so i had someones ... mobile phone ... they accidentally left it in my bag right
and so ...
[ f is for friends ! ]
f: so you still have my phone
p: yeah , how about i go to your work on friday after school and i'll give it to you then
f: sorry what ? actually nevermind.. can you just come to my work and drop it off please
p: yeah... :| :| :| :| :| :| :|
i've experienced many of these situations recently.
I HAS A HEADACHEEEEEEEE
NO OFFENCE
I DONT WANNA SOUND LIKE SOME
UP MY ASS AUSSIE PERSON
BUT OMFG LEARN ENGLISH PLEEEEEESSSEEEEEEEEE SRUIGHSLUIGHSKLGUHRF
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when everything is unstable
superman can always make me smile
even when he's being a retard.
i love my stupid sexy udkgvjshdlkhguksh bitch ♥
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butterfly tattoo
in the middle of her back
i like it when she work it like that
there nothing that i'd rather do
than watch that butterfly tattoo.
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shh. my music isn't dirty >:
what you talkin` bout fool ? >: |
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the first time we had sex ,
it was better than love
the second time we touched
i knew i wasn't givin` you up .. ♥
AAAMMMEENNN !!
♥TreySongZ
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its extremely difficult to un-bored myself.
BLAAADYY PARENTS .
I SHOULD SO BE OUT TONIGHT .
LAST NIGHT OF THE DAMN HOLIDAYSSS !!
So yeahs .. I'm still fahking bored .
I went around talking to the 60 bored kunts on my list LMFAOO !
And yes . 60 . NOONES BLAADYY ONLINEE !?!?
thats cause they're all living it up cause its the last night of holidays ..
SOMEONE STEAL ME AWAY DAMNIT.
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So like .. I decided to annoy one of the twins LMFAOO .
(8:41 PM) - patriciaa*5: yoooooo !
(8:41 PM) !EROL : yooooooooooooooooo
(8:41 PM) - patriciaa*5: suppp ! ;D
(8:42 PM) !EROL : im so bord eating loo
you
?
(8:42 PM) - patriciaa*5: BOREDD ! D:
whatchuu eatingg ? (:
(8:47 PM) !EROL : ahahah egg LOLS
:L
(8:48 PM) - patriciaa*5: LMFAOO ! i was gonna ask you to gimme some ..
.. buht NAHHSS :\\
(8:48 PM) !EROL : HAAHHA
come get some
I DON'T WANT YOUR EGG SONNN !!! LMFAOO !!
kk fuck this LMFAOO
KILL MEEEEE . IM SO BOREDD . |
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HELLLOOO.
PATRICIA IS BOREDDD
KK THX BAAIII .
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have a baby by me , baby ;
be a millionaire ...
ROFL 50cent . zzz .
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I'm surprised that the net is on this early ... OOMPHHSZ ,
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sO liekk , i gOts friiendsz hU typ liekk thhsz still ,
&&`` ii sOrta cnT tOk cOz` ii stiill dO sumtiimsz... ;;
i mean like .. LMAOO !
Someone pointed out how i space my punctuation and shiee ..
and how i use ; and , at the end of things ..
and the way i use my ... LOL .
LOOK , KAY ?
I NEED TO HAVE SOMEEEE WESTIE IN ME .
AKFHUIGKJSSKGH =_____="
i swear , i'm the weirdest person ever.
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if you love somebody and nobody else matters ; say yeah ,
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The weather in sydney is the biggest fucking bitch recently.
I'd wake up at around 10ish and it would be beautifully sunny and look all warm and nice ... then , after like only half an hour ... fucking clouds and wind come in and they'd all be like RAWRRRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRRRRRRRR !! EAT RAIN FAGGOOTSSSS...
yeah .. i could have ... possibly ... gone over the top there ... maybe (:
today , the ricers and i are going swimming ... at an aquatic centre .. cause ITS BEEN TO FCUKING COLD FOR THE DAMN BEACH !?
The pools are gonna be all warmed up and sexy ;DD
...i have the strangest feeling that i'm going to die today ROFL.
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i keep my mind on my money , money on my mind
i got my finga on the trigga , stayin on the grind ;
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yeah ok so . my music is for brainless people . FUCK YOU KAY ?
it's a lovely day ,
just got paid ,
stack it up
be on my way
lovely day ,
lovely day ,
lovely daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay ; ♥
I JUST
CANT HELP MYSELF
I JUST
CANT HELP MYSELF
I DONT
WANT NOTHING ELSE
ALL I NEED IS YOU !
WHY DON'T YOU JUST
STAY WITH MEEEEE ~~
ryan ;P
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kay , lets not make this post about lyrics .
i should jet before i go on .
HAHAHAH
i love my music (:
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whatchu want , whatchu need
i'll be
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whenever im near you
my love just comes down
whenever I see you
I just want you around
cause I wanna feel you
all through the day and the night
whenever I'm near you ,
It feels like bedtime..
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I've got a friend whos sooooo badly lovestoned.
I don't mind him going on about it .. I guess its okay for someone in that situation to have someone that they cling to :|
He recently moved... countries...
and so like , of course , he might feel very alone .. or whatever.
But I seriously have no idea to help...
But as I said .. he's VERY lovestoned.
I swear. We've talked everyday for like the last 2 weeks and all he talks about is her.
B: GASP . SHE SAT NEAR ME IN HOMEROOM OMGOMG
And even when it's totally unnecessary...
P: kay , i'm gonna go get a drink
B: sighh.. she likes drinks...
P: ...
okay maybe I took it a bit far HAHHAHA
BUT STILL !
I'm being totally serious when I say that she's all he ever talks about...
I think it's sorta making him sad though...
I'll do my best to comfort him ... must be hard for him ... with school and a whole new country and everything :|
I'm sorry about blogging about you Bee. You have a wonderfully interesting story ROFL.
AND DON'T FORGET.
IF YOU STUDY HARDD... ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE ! You can just pay for women when you get an awesome job :P
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something , something as simple as me hearing your name
puts me , puts me in a place that i can't even explain
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I love how I don't understand sport.
...except the footy.
I was eating while the parents were watching tennis on the tv and the commentator dude was like ...
' that was a very intentional shot ... '
[ or something along the lines of ... ]
[ bet you i'm totally wrong ... ]
But anyway , I had a hard laugh. Chuckling to myself like I was full topshit ,
" HAR HAR HAR , ISN'T THAT THE POINT OF TENNIS ? TO HIT THE BALL ? A HAR HAR HAR .. "
My parents gave me the full 'no comment' look and went on watching
and i just sat there like
FINE.
IM NOT FUNNY.
FUCK YOU.
AAHAHAHAHHAHA.
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what if we happened to kiss ,
then we touched ,
put a rush on it ,
get it over with ...
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Catherine's a wonderful person to ask for blog ideas.
P: what should i write about ?
C: me ? ryan !? talk about how great he is .. and what he's into .. stuff like that .. background info...
P: done :P sorta LOL something else ?
C: how about how great your new room looks LOL
P: LMFAO cat try an issue or something
C: HAHAHHAA. oh. love ? =]
P: done HAHAHAH
C: Umm... chocolate ? HAHAHHAA. Chocolate...in comparison to life ?
P: AHAAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAA THATS SOME DEEP SHIT MAN !
C: " how sweet thy chocolate ,"
P: HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA
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okay so...
...how sweet thy chocolate...
HAHAHAH JOKING.
I'll try the first one.
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Superman.
RJP
He's my boo (: Every time we talk, I have a different nickname for him hahahaha. Poor thing (: I had a thing of calling him boob quite recently. Poor thing. He's my first white boy and he's also my first boyfriend within 1 and a half hours from where I live. He's also the best looking boyfriend I ever had (: [ and my friends and family .. especially my parents .. all agree with that . ] He's very guy-ish .. but at the same time isn't very guy-ish . LMAO. Guy-ish in the way that he does all the guy-ish subjects at school like engineering...and he's into science... (: oh ! And he goes to a fully selective school... which is very hot (: which also means he's the smartest one i've had. He uses long , complicated and funny sentences that some of my friends won't even understand. He does music at school too ... he plays bass ... *SUPERMEGADROOL. isughsughsukghrighsrog. He's got the most interesting taste in music ... it isn't very common ... but sounds sooo good. It suits him a lot. He's left handed too. So even when he writes... he'll be hot. He has guy-ish writing... it's cute and retarded (: He dresses really cleanly ... and is really clean ... and has good fashion. And no, he's not gay [ i hope ]. He's got a job ... and he can keep a job . LOL . He's got the greatest eyes ever . They're awesome and change colour and they're sooooo pretty alllll the timeeee. And he's so cute when he smiles ... I love it when he smiles. Still gives me funny feelings after a month. His hair looks so good . Lad-ish , but good . But what I like most ... is his nose. AAHHH NOOOSEEEEEEE >< >< >< >< ><. I seriously don't know what it is about his nose ... but I can't get enough of it. LOLOLOLOL. He's also a good kisser. Not evil & rough ... but not pussy either. LMFAO ! He's nice to hug .. even though he's so damn skinny. I like how he's got a funny tan . It's so cute. LOL. I love his voice... it's so white boy. Very diffferent. Very sexy. But what I like most about baby ... is that he always... always ... always makes me laugh. He treats me well. Unlike the previous ... it seems like he's actually in it for me... He's not doing it to show off the fact that he's got a girlfriend or that he's got arm candy or anything ...
he's being real with me.
he's amazing.
and he's a tb. (:
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Jack : I wonder if old people do it. It would be like chucking a sausage down a hallway ... an old limp sausage.
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Ending a long post with a smile (:
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- Crown애림이 CKfree ♡ pat has one titi . HAHAHHA says:
*BAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
*YOU HAVE ONE NIPPLE
*omg what does the other one look like
*HAHAHAHAHA
*BALD
*LMAOOOOOOOOOO
- patriciaa*599 ; cat has 5 titi , says:
*HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHA |
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I bet your neighbours know my name ,
the way you screamin`, scratchin, yellin`, baby... (;
..so dirty.
I love Trey Songz ♥
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Ahhhhhhh my f*ckn` parents maynee..
" HOI. PATRICIA LOOK AT YOUR ASS . YOU'RE SO F*CKING FAT ,"
+2 hours...
" HOI. PATRICIA. WHY DON'T YOU EAT ENOUGH ? YOU TRYNA MAKE YOURSELF SICK OR SOMETHING HA ? AAEEE...PUTAAAA. IF YOU WAS IN THE PHILIPPINES AND PEOPLE SAW YOU WASTIN` THAT FOOD THEN THEY'D BLAHBLAHBLAHSPANKYOUHARDBITCH ,"
f*cking make up your damn mind. =="
I'm so fat.
I couldn't fit through the bloody door of a kids cubby house thingo T____T"
MOTHERFUCKERRRRRRRRR...
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Soooo everyone , the holidays are ending soon !
time for another recap :P
OCTOBER 3RD ; SATURDAY
Err. Mother started her holidays on the same day .. so we decided to annoy the cousins and went to their house. My cousin and I went to try the Angus burger from maccas and totally fell in love .. LMAOO !
OCTOBER 4TH ; SUNDAY
Went to mall with Veronica to check out prices for my super failed birthday party... Got lollies from Aldi :P Superman was voming on this day... he was supposed to be working and I was supposed to be visiting him... stupid Fadim impregnated him.
OCTOBER 5TH ; MONDAY
Ryan and I had our first month (: Roamed around Manly cause there was a Jazz fest on ... totally missed Gen/Inoke/CollegeBand's performance... oops. It was on too early for me hahaha. =___=" watched .. whats it called ? Julie and Julia ? Or whatever. That totally old people's movie HAHAHA. It was adorable ... my mom would've loved it. Got Utopia posters from somewhere and found out where Cold Rock was in Manly... LMAO. Went to have dinner at the cousins' place that night.
OCTOBER 6TH ; TUESDAY
The creation of the RiCETOOB horror/chubby bunny videos ! Great great great fun (: I lover my friends so much. Omgosh . Oh.. and I taught them how to timtam slam LOL. People spammed my facebook with some massive fight ... was terrible... and slightly funny... LOL. I think it was the night before actually .. this was the day that Kelvin and Michael decided to continue it LOL. Watched Zoolander and Team America and Cat and Eren slept over (: Was a very good day/night (:
OCTOBER 7TH ; WEDNESDAY
It is seriously sooo much effort to wake up Eren and Cat. Ohhh my god. LMAO ! Once I did get them up , I had to kick them out cause I had to take my cousin out to the doctors.. I think I wrote something about this before. LOL. Anyway, we went to the mall afterwards and she bought me an awesome awesome awesome dress & top as birthday presents (: Superman was working ... ran into him at the foodcourt & he got a haircut afters LOL.
OCTOBER 8TH ; THURSDAY
Errrh. I don't remember what I did on this day LOL. All my diary says is SUPERMANNNN♥ ... so I assume I did something with Ryan... LMAO ! Underneath it says ERIN'S GOT A KANGAROO WITH AIDS. I can't remember all the detail on that .. but someone from overseas was talking about how we have kangaroos or something ... and her cousin didn't know what aids was ... or something. Dude I can't remember LMAOO !
OCTOBER 9TH ; FRIDAY
THE DAY THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY BLOODY BIRTHDAY PARTY. Epic fail. I had nearly 50 people on my guestlist and I had to tell everyone it was cancelled cause the weather was too shitty.. ==" But it was a pretty awesome day anyway. Dhuhlasi, Catherine, Erin, Daniel, Ryan & I went to the city and walked around heaps.. took shitty capitols and lots and lots of pictures. Afterwards, Daniel and Dhuhlasi went home and we who remained went to Chatswood to see OBEDDDDD ♥. My stupid loser who I hadn't seen in ages cause he's studying for his HSC... ==" He was annoying LOL. Kept saying " Speaking of..." but I love Obed. Always always always.
OCTOBER 10TH ; SATURDAY
Went to Eren's family party thing in Marsfield with Eren, Catherine, Daniel and Ryan. LOL SO FUNNY. Interesting Chinese food and very very very annoying cousin. It felt a bit awkward to be there... We ended up spending like 2 hours in Eren's car just having a massive Orgy. Daniel and Catherine wrote their initials on the road with cake HAHAHAHA . Got back to Dee Why and hung with Ryan for a bit then jetted (:
OCTOBER 11TH ; SUNDAY
Spent most of the day editing the videos for RiCETOOB LMAOO ! It was supposed to be my relax day .. but I ended up going to my cousins' place again LMAO !
OCTOBER 12TH ; MONDAY
Was SUPPOSED to go out west with Veronica, Mara and Ryan .. but that got cancelled. LOL. Went Library with Eren instead and had a massive fight with my stupid kuya. Fuckerrr. Zzz. There were so many HSC people at the library... as usual. Ronron, Jan, Linda, Christina, Jason.N, etc... Ooh . I moved rooms on this day LOL. I'm still not done yet.. there isn't enough room to put all my shit ROFL.
OCTOBER 13TH ; TUESDAY
YESTERDAYYY ! Okay well. Ryan shouted me to "Surrogates"... went with him and his friends... AND FADIMMMMM. LMAOO ! But I swear ... that was like the worst movie ever. LOL. Saw Grace Ha, Veronica, Roni & otherotherothers. Went IC afterwards to watch Ryan and his friends play COD4 for 2 hours... ROFL. MEMORRIESSS. Then Jasee texted me asking if I wanted to drink and I was like zzz. I DON'T DRINK SONNN. Anyway. Everyone left and Ryan and I went to bum in the park again... ROFL.
OCTOBER 14TH ; WEDNESDAY
TODAYYY ! Well today was fail. I told Angela that I'd study & finish my assignments today... NOPE. DIDN'T HAPPEN LMAO ! Finished off my wall of photos... looks nothing close to what it did before. I'll fix that later ==" Fixed up music and cleaned my room a bit. Then went to cousins' place to pick up cousin again cause she can't ever do anything on her own and took her to the post office to pick up some stuff... came home and here I am (: Ryan had driving lessons today... that bitch. LOLOLOL.
OCTOBER 15TH ; THURSDAY
TOMORROWW.. Yes these are my future plans from now on LOL. So tomorrow...Since I havnt seen JennyChenny... my lover... in SOOO LONG... we're going swimming ! Invited Eren , Angela and Catherine ... Daniel said he'd come if Ryan was coming ... but there's no way im swimming in front of Ryan. ROFL. HAHAHAHA. Anyway yee ... they're sleeping over after ... I'll defs post something about this later :P This day is also supposed to be some weird iceskating thing the year 9s at Manly are organising :|
OCTOBER 16TH ; FRIDAY
Continue ^
OCTOBER 17TH ; SATURDAY
Not totally sure cause the people who I'm going with aren't even sure they're going.. ROFL. But yeah... the massive filo fiesta is on and yeah (: It's out in Fairfield so it'll be MY FIRST WEST TRIP FOR THE HOLIDAYS ? AND ITS AT THE END TOO LMAOO ! FCUKING LAMEEE. I miss my west ):
OCTOBER 18TH ; SUNDAY
LOCAL FIESTA ! The fobbiest day of the year HAHHAA. Pansit and adobo for all ! Ronron & stuff are going to dance .. which is the only reason why I'm going. I'll probably post something about this too HAHAHA.
OCTOBER 19TH ; MONDAY
SCHOOOOOOOLLLL !?!?!?!?!?
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So yeah. These holidays havn't been extremely exciting... but it's all good. Can't be too party-mood cause theres SC coming up...
*studystudystudy
BUT AFTER IS FORMALLLL[S] !! ;D
SIGH. LMAOO !
Long ass post.
♥
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you see , i'm more than willin`
to take on any villian
i'm ready for whatever stands in our way.
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he ain't no hard cunt
doesn't have to show it all off
nothing like the rest
best i ever had
none of the others would sit with me
teach me a quirky way to do my 9x tables
none of the others
would be concerned that i was stuffing chocolate in my face
He stole me away from the game
i'm giving in my playa card
he's taught me things i'd never even thought about before ,
i'm thankful
he said things i'd never heard before
he's done the sweetest things
he doesn't want what all the others do
unique..
supermannn ~
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somethin` special .
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so fine,
i go,
thats my baby !
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I LOOOOVEEEE TRREEEYYY SONGZZZZ
yumyuymumyuymuymuymyuyum.
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so anyway.
someones pissed at me zzz.
i dont know what to do
im also bored
bored
bored
i changed rooms
still bored
cant get up
bored
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we're taking it back.
i don't care if you resist.
we'll beat you down.
go get your own fucking life.
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The question is always ,
“ To forgive or forget ?”
But noone ever thinks about the person on the other side.
All they can ever do
Is regret.
The ‘spur of the moment’ can go die.
Someone who I really used to love [when I say this , I seriously mean love] came back into my life recently.
Every time this person strikes up a conversation with me, my heart pumps…
…but not in the way that you think it would.
I feel overwhelmed with sadness...and little specks of anger.
The bad memories take over and I find myself lying in bed during the early hours of the morning thinking…
What if..?
If I hadn’t done this … life would be so much better.
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God teaches you to be happy with what you have… but I’m finding it difficult.
I’m not someone who is dependent on material items.
For some people, money/clothes/etc, easily makes them happy.
But I am totally and utterly dependent on my friends. [ and partially dependent on music.]
I can’t even rely on myself sometimes.
I must always, always make everyone not hate me.
Even if I hate their guts , I’ll fake it out until it works.
But when that doesn’t work , I’ll crumble.
This causes a number of problems.
Who am I again ?
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lies
are all i hear
when you say
' i need you , '
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I brought my cousin to the dentist and the doctor today
she's so fragile
and she's only 20 something
i'm really scared
i really don't want that to happen to me.
stupid diabetes.
what is this?
anyway , she bought me a really pretty dress and top (:
and they were so expensive too !
<3
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today .. i don't know
i've been in a really bad mood
probably because i havn't slept properly yet these holidays
but i've got heaps of time to catch up on that.
everyone around me seems like they're just floating
everyone's just waiting for something to happen
maybe its cause we have exams when the holidays are over ?
i don't know what happened to us.
this is the first holiday in a while where i havn't had everyday booked out or anything
but maybe its a sign i should really start studying..
...but first i need to catch up on sleep.
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why the hell isn't anyone on msn..
WHAT THE HELLLLL.
(U)
this air isn't doing me any good.
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whenever i'm near you ,
it feels like bedime . |
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pictures paint a thousand words , eh ?
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so anyway , its finally holidays !
and i'm finally sixteen !
...unfortunately hahaaaaa.
i wasn't really looking forward to it.
not only because i had exams on the day
but also because my parents wouldn't stop reminding me about my coming of age...
they're starting to change everything
apparently i need to be more 'mature'
sigh. change.
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so anyway , i don't really wanna talk about things i've done recently
i think that its really boring unless you were actually there
if you wanna know whats going on with me right now
www.youtube.com/RiCETOOB
my friends are wonderful people (:
i don't know how i'd live without them (:
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tomorrow , it'll be a month
do i fall too hard ?
do i fall too fast ?
i don't know what this feeling is
but i don't want it to fade away
if this isn't right
i really don't know what is.
i'm enjoying it.
heaps.
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my life is in such a wonderful place right now. everything is going really well...my friends are awesome, as usual, my boo couldn't possibly make me any crazier for him, i'm on holidays, it was my birthday recently and my parents seem to be content for once.
i'm scared about the low that'll come to even it all out.
but of course , i shouldn't be thinking about that.
gotta enjoy the moment.
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sometimes i wish i could help people.
there are so many people who are suffering.
not only people who are living in poverty or war/distaster stricken areas
like people in the philippines and samoa [ please support the reconstruction of
these areas ! ♥ ]
but also the people around me
people are so good at masking emotion.
you never know whos heart is hurting
and it so painful when you find out that someone's been hurting for a while
and you had no idea at all
we should show gratitude as often as we can.
i was watching a show today and the person said something along the lines of ,
' you shouldn't need to remember to give . it should just come naturally , '
i dont think thats the case for me though.
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i don't know where i've been recently. i havn't been to visit in so long. well , except my birthday. i visited him to say thanks and it instantly made me feel so much better. i should definitely go more often.
as insane as it sounds ,
i love kneeling on the pew and just talking.
sometimes i dont even know what im saying.. it just comes out and there. i've said it.
if you've got the need to say something
why not say it to the lord ?
our father loves us.
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RiCE`O9 ♥ |
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